Recently, the boyfriend has become the 'ex'.
I've started a new year in college.
I've made some awesome new friends.
One in particular. ^_^ You know who you are.

And that special person, he gave me so much. Confidence; freedom; safety, and in a few years probably liver failure! Haha!
The best feeling he gave me though, was love.
I've never had such an intense feeling before.

I love this feeling. I love him.

But the situation makes it feel so wrong. This is the only thing I hate about our relationship.
I want to be able to tell the whole world of my happiness, and i can't.
It's like I'm a Christian, and I've found proof of Jesus being the Son of God, and I can't tell anyone.
It's killing me.
I know that things won't always be this way, it's just I'm so proud to have him by my side, why should I have to hide him away?

Because of the situation, my dad is being an arsehole. Again.
I don't think he's forgiven me for getting rid of my ex boyfriend.
I can tell you now, he's more in love with that man than I ever was! Jeeze!

Ah well, I know things will be fine soon.
Time heals all wounds.
People will forgive and forget.
I can get on with my life, and I know this brand new feeling will take me to places I've never been before =]
I can't wait to begin the journey. xxx