Dear Dad,

I know that every single boyfriend I've ever brought home, you've felt attatched to because you want them to be the son I never was. I would say 'sorry', but I guess I can't help my genetics. Although I AM sorry for letting you intefere with so much of my life. Maybe then, you wouldn't have been so attatched.
I know that at the moment, you hate me for what I'm doing to my ex, as you feel he is the only one getting hurt, the underdog out of the people directly involved.
This is where yo...
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It began with just a few simple touches, here and there.
He seemed to love it. His eyes widened, and I saw something in them that I had to have.
I continued, just to see what would happen.
I felt his body heat rise, his heart rate increase, and his breathing become heavier.
I didn't stop.
He warned me not to continue, but I did.
Just one more touch, and he would have no more control over his body.
I did it.
I reached the Animal within.

He grabbed me, and forced his way on top, growling slightly all th...
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Recently, the boyfriend has become the 'ex'.
I've started a new year in college.
I've made some awesome new friends.
One in particular. ^_^ You know who you are.

And that special person, he gave me so much. Confidence; freedom; safety, and in a few years probably liver failure! Haha!
The best feeling he gave me though, was love.
I've never had such an intense feeling before.

I love this feeling. I love him.

But the situation makes it feel so wrong. This is the only thing I hate about our relationship...
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